Sunday, May 31, 2009

misc updates

Been awhile since the last update. Currently, i am still on the old job. Boss have not managed to do much other then tease me once awhile. Earlier i went to delete some of my pics in flickr and i realised i got a lot of pics there not shown due to the 200 photos limit. So now you all can go see some of my older photos if you want to.

Been feeling that I am really stupid. I met Jack while clubbing last week and I ended up at his house and only left the next morning at 9+am. No prizes for guessing what we did. It has been a while since a guy made me feel so good and i really enjoyed the sessions. Last night, i met him at the same club again. He told me that he came deliberately to look for me and he missed having sex with me. So we did it again.

Went to beach at sentosa but couldn't find a place then he drove me to east coast. We managed to see 1-2 vibrating cars but we sat at the beach to chat and when he asked for it, I did not answer him. When he made advances, I did not stop him and it happened. The night did not stop there, we had it once more at the beach followed by his car then doing it at my carpark. It felt great as usual but after everything I feel very stupid. While I was with him, his Hp rang a few times, girls were calling him and guess what he said, "Not free, I am fucking a better girl now.". I felt proud when i hear that but after awhile i feel stupid that I am still doing with him after knowing he sleeps around so much.

Stupid Stupid me should learn to control my addiction.

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Unexpected Fame

How on earth did so many people started reading my blog all of a sudden?

Friday, May 1, 2009

Trouble at Work

Took me a long time to decide to update this. After the Japan trip, my boss have been hinting that he wants more. There was this time we need to go Thailand for a meeting and he asked me to prepare for "BangCock", then he said it was a typo should be Bangkok but i don't think so. I was very worried about what will happen there and took my necessary precautions mentally.

On the second last day in Thailand, after the meeting, he asked me to go to his room to amend the contract to be signed the next day. I was working on it and he offered me a drink. After awhile, i felt giddy and he noticed it. He asked me to go back and rest and we will finish up tomorrow morning. I stood up to leave and wobbled a bit. He quickly helped me and gave me a hand back to my room. He then laid me on my bed. I could hear the door close and i thought he left. I just laid there and felt very weak.

Then all of a sudden, i felt someone touching me on my inner thighs going in circles and moving upwards. I knew I had to stop it but i was really very weak and could not. He stripped me and started doing me raw. I totally got no strenght and just laid there while he did everything. I cannot say I enjoyed it but i did cum. The next day I asked him if he drugged me but he said no.

When we got back to Singapore, he gave me a pay raise and privately asked me to be his mistress. I rejected both the pay raise and the offer although I got the raise in the end. A lot of people have asked me to leave the company but it is hard to find another job that pays this well at this time. My boss have started getting more and more overbored when the 2 of us are alone, touching me here and there althought I have asked him to stop it. He is really giving me a lot of pressure at work. Troubled and I know what I should do, just that I could not bring myself to do it.