Landy's blog

New guy in my life?

2011-05-12T22:17:00.000+08:00

It has been very long since I have been in any kind of relationship. I have been having my fair share of sex but fucking and making love feels different.

Recently, I managed to know a guy while clubbing. He was quite hot and managed to get my attention. To cut the story short, we had an ONS and kept in touch. This is something not very common for me as i usually keep ONS to One time. But this guy made me feels different. Although we only knew each other for a few hours but he kind of understands me. The 1st session we had, he knew how much i needed it and was all ready to please, but what is more important was after that, how he communicated with me, how he got me into the mood again etc....

Only thing is that he is slightly younger than me. We have been keeping in touch and he has been trying to make his moves. Seems like I would have lots of updates coming soon... haha

twitter

2011-03-25T16:19:00.001+08:00

I am on twitter now...
http://twitter.com/#!/hgal_1982

Mantonic again

2010-12-26T12:35:00.002+08:00

Hi mantonic, as i said, i did receive your mails.

All 9 of these,

--- On Wed, 22/12/10, Man Sg wrote:

From: Man Sg
Subject: Fw: RE: Landy, i feel uncomfortable...(Argent)
To: hgal_1982@hotmail.com
Date: Wednesday, 22 December, 2010, 4:16 PM

--- On Wed, 22/12/10, Man Sg wrote:

From: Man Sg
Subject: Fw: RE: Landy, i feel uncomfortable...(Argent)
To: hgal_1982@hotmail.com
Date: Wednesday, 22 December, 2010, 4:16 PM

--- On Wed, 22/12/10, Man Sg wrote:

From: Man Sg
Subject: Fw: RE: Landy, i feel uncomfortable...(Argent)
To: hgal_1982@hotmail.com
Date: Wednesday, 22 December, 2010, 4:16 PM

--- On Wed, 22/12/10, Man Sg wrote:

From: Man Sg
Subject: Fw: RE: Landy, i feel uncomfortable...
To: hgal_1982@hotmail.com
Date: Wednesday, 22 December, 2010, 4:15 PM

--- On Wed, 22/12/10, Man Sg wrote:

From: Man Sg
Subject: Fw: RE: Landy, i feel uncomfortable...
To: hgal_1982@hotmail.com
Date: Wednesday, 22 December, 2010, 4:07 PM

--- On Wed, 22/12/10, Man Sg wrote:

From: Man Sg
Subject: Fw: RE: Landy, i feel uncomfortable...
To: hgal_1982@hotmail.com
Date: Wednesday, 22 December, 2010, 4:07 PM

--- On Wed, 22/12/10, Man Sg wrote:

From: Man Sg
Subject: Fw: RE: Landy, i feel uncomfortable...
To: hgal_1982@hotmail.com
Date: Wednesday, 22 December, 2010, 4:07 PM

--- On Wed, 22/12/10, Man Sg wrote:

From: Man Sg
Subject: RE: Landy, i feel uncomfortable...
To: hgal_1982@hotmail.com
Date: Wednesday, 22 December, 2010, 4:06 PM

Hi landy, can u remove away from ur blog? coz i will feel uncomfortable this way...

Landy pls don't give my email to anybody coz i will feel uncomfortable, thanks...

and 1 of this,

Date: Thu, 23 Dec 2010 23:51:03 +0800
From: sunzisg@yahoo.com.sg
Subject: RE: Can i have sex with you?
To: hgal_1982@hotmail.com

dear landy,

u had received my email,so can i have sex wif u...?

pls dont post at ur blog again...thanks...

waiting for ur reply...

If you think i should be nice and care about how YOU feel, you should have cared abt how i feel when u spammed my email with all of your mails, everyone can see the timing of the mails with close to no difference. After pissing me off like that i think all the readers here can help me answer your question.

To Mantonic

2010-12-21T17:55:00.001+08:00

Would like to answer Mantonic's qn in my last post's comments

If you are Man Sg , yes i received ur emails, all 17 of them.

--- On Tue, 21/12/10, Man Sg wrote:

From: Man Sg
Subject: Fw: RE: ONS (Importance: Very Argent)
To: hgal_1982@hotmail.com
Date: Tuesday, 21 December, 2010, 6:34 AM

--- On Tue, 21/12/10, Man Sg wrote:

From: Man Sg
Subject: Fw: RE: ONS (Importance: Very Argent)
To: hgal_1982@hotmail.com
Date: Tuesday, 21 December, 2010, 6:34 AM

--- On Tue, 21/12/10, Man Sg wrote:

From: Man Sg
Subject: Fw: RE: ONS (Importance: Very Argent)
To: hgal_1982@hotmail.com
Date: Tuesday, 21 December, 2010, 6:34 AM

--- On Tue, 21/12/10, Man Sg wrote:

From: Man Sg
Subject: Fw: RE: ONS (Importance: Very Argent)
To: hgal_1982@hotmail.com
Date: Tuesday, 21 December, 2010, 6:33 AM

--- On Tue, 21/12/10, Man Sg wrote:

From: Man Sg
Subject: Fw: RE: ONS (Importance: Very Argent)
To: hgal_1982@hotmail.com
Date: Tuesday, 21 December, 2010, 6:33 AM

--- On Tue, 21/12/10, Man Sg wrote:

From: Man Sg
Subject: Fw: RE: ONS (Importance: Very Argent)
To: hgal_1982@hotmail.com
Date: Tuesday, 21 December, 2010, 6:33 AM

--- On Tue, 21/12/10, Man Sg wrote:

From: Man Sg
Subject: Fw: RE: ONS (Importance: Very Argent)
To: hgal_1982@hotmail.com
Date: Tuesday, 21 December, 2010, 6:33 AM

--- On Tue, 21/12/10, Man Sg wrote:

From: Man Sg
Subject: Fw: RE: ONS (Importance: Very Argent)
To: hgal_1982@hotmail.com
Date: Tuesday, 21 December, 2010, 6:32 AM

--- On Tue, 21/12/10, Man Sg wrote:

From: Man Sg
Subject: Fw: RE: ONS (Importance: Very Argent)
To: hgal_1982@hotmail.com
Date: Tuesday, 21 December, 2010, 6:32 AM

--- On Tue, 21/12/10, Man Sg wrote:

From: Man Sg
Subject: Fw: RE: ONS (Importance: Very Argent)
To: hgal_1982@hotmail.com
Date: Tuesday, 21 December, 2010, 6:32 AM

--- On Tue, 21/12/10, Man Sg wrote:

From: Man Sg
Subject: Fw: RE: ONS (Importance: Very Argent)
To: hgal_1982@hotmail.com
Date: Tuesday, 21 December, 2010, 6:31 AM

--- On Fri, 17/12/10, Man Sg wrote:

From: Man Sg
Subject: Fw: RE: ONS (Importance: Very Argent)
To: hgal_1982@hotmail.com
Date: Friday, 17 December, 2010, 7:40 PM

--- On Fri, 17/12/10, Man Sg wrote:

From: Man Sg
Subject: Fw: RE: ONS (Importance: Very Argent)
To: hgal_1982@hotmail.com
Date: Friday, 17 December, 2010, 7:40 PM

--- On Fri, 17/12/10, Man Sg wrote:

From: Man Sg
Subject: Fw: RE: ONS (Importance: Argent)
To: hgal_1982@hotmail.com
Date: Friday, 17 December, 2010, 7:39 PM

--- On Fri, 17/12/10, Man Sg wrote:

From: Man Sg
Subject: RE: ONS (Importance: Argent)
To: hgal_1982@hotmail.com
Date: Friday, 17 December, 2010, 7:37 PM

Dear Landy,

Hi, i really like ur sexy tits...can i have it...? im craving for it...i been read ur blog for quite some time...im hyper high sex drive & really hungry for ur sexy tits especially u say u slp without bra at nite at times, i feel tat it makes ur tits soft & smooth makes me wanna suck ur nipple hard, i really really very very high sex drive...as i view one of ur photo tat ur pussy is really one tight pussy coz it wont looks so lose like got a big hole there if haven intercourse...i feel that they must "jia you".I don't knw how their sex skills but im sure i definitely can make u ask for more intercourse im make sure u will have a smooth traffic in ur Virginia with no obstruction of jammed...i really can make u very horny...i will definitely do my best...

(action speaks louder then words, seeing is believing) pls

try me landy...i will not disappoint you. let me have the permission to arouse ur pussy. waiting for ur approval.

A Man who knows how to make ONS women very enjoy & horny...

waiting for ur reply....

Gaming friends

2010-12-13T03:54:00.002+08:00

Hi, just want to see if any of my readers play LOL on garena. my nick there is hgal. Add me if you play especially if you are good in it.

Also want to answer some more questions asked.
Age: born in 1982, you do the maths
Occupation: Personal Assistant aka PA
Height: last i measured was 165 w/o heels

Yes I enjoy sex althought my IC indicates that I got a F for Sex.
ONS because i need it and maybe i do not want to be tied down at the moment.
As for the reduction in my sex life, well working life is so much busier than student life so i got not much choice do I.

Answers

2010-12-01T00:21:00.003+08:00

Ok here to answer some of the qn i see. 28 this year. I am a PA in a Jap company dealing with IT, don't bother asking more, i won't tell.

Clubs I frequent, St James and Butterfactory.

As for telling more about my ONS, well i must admit that i usually get quite high before i leave so my memory is not very complete and I kind of get drunk easily. Anyway i do not think there is much to talk about because it is more of a go out, have sex then go home. Nothing really exciting or special.

Summary of my life

2010-11-29T23:10:00.002+08:00

ok... 17 comments in a wk. I think enough people are reading abt me.

I am currently single. As for sex, I have cut down to at most once a week. Other than occassionally meeting Jack, I have been having it mostly from One Night Stands with guys i met during clubbing.

Still working in the same company but my boss is no longer disturbing me. Anymore updates you guys like to know, feel free to ask me.

Should i start blogging again?

2010-11-22T21:44:00.001+08:00

Need some advice. Please post your comments.

Birthday Celebrations

2009-09-12T10:43:00.002+08:00

I know i have not been updating.. but frankly there was not a lot of stuff worth updating and work is making me very tired. Yesterday was my birthday and I had a great time.

Jack celebrated with me. His parents were away and he arranged for a candlelight dinner beside his pool. Just me and him. I knew what to expect when i agreed to it and he was really out to impress. The meal was good, the present was great, the sex was excellent.

Readers

2009-07-24T20:25:00.001+08:00

Just curious if anyone read the comments others leave? especially the last one for misc updates.

Short Update

2009-07-08T01:09:00.004+08:00

Just a quick update on my life for all those people concerned.

Still in the same company. Boss is not giving me as much problems now.
Still having fun clubbing, think everyone knows what it means.

Recently, i just started playing Dragonica, (go google it if you don't know what it is.) is quite interesting but i am not good in it. not much friends playing too. so do leave me a msg if u play the game too. Maybe we can link up and you can help me. haha....

Thats' all folks.

ok.. I am on the Elga server.. in-game name is hgal... need help with leveling and if anyone have nice items for magicians feel free to give me.. haha

misc updates

2009-05-31T16:48:00.002+08:00

Been awhile since the last update. Currently, i am still on the old job. Boss have not managed to do much other then tease me once awhile. Earlier i went to delete some of my pics in flickr and i realised i got a lot of pics there not shown due to the 200 photos limit. So now you all can go see some of my older photos if you want to.

Been feeling that I am really stupid. I met Jack while clubbing last week and I ended up at his house and only left the next morning at 9+am. No prizes for guessing what we did. It has been a while since a guy made me feel so good and i really enjoyed the sessions. Last night, i met him at the same club again. He told me that he came deliberately to look for me and he missed having sex with me. So we did it again.

Went to beach at sentosa but couldn't find a place then he drove me to east coast. We managed to see 1-2 vibrating cars but we sat at the beach to chat and when he asked for it, I did not answer him. When he made advances, I did not stop him and it happened. The night did not stop there, we had it once more at the beach followed by his car then doing it at my carpark. It felt great as usual but after everything I feel very stupid. While I was with him, his Hp rang a few times, girls were calling him and guess what he said, "Not free, I am fucking a better girl now.". I felt proud when i hear that but after awhile i feel stupid that I am still doing with him after knowing he sleeps around so much.

Stupid Stupid me should learn to control my addiction.

Unexpected Fame

2009-05-06T23:13:00.001+08:00

How on earth did so many people started reading my blog all of a sudden?

Trouble at Work

2009-05-01T11:13:00.003+08:00

Took me a long time to decide to update this. After the Japan trip, my boss have been hinting that he wants more. There was this time we need to go Thailand for a meeting and he asked me to prepare for "BangCock", then he said it was a typo should be Bangkok but i don't think so. I was very worried about what will happen there and took my necessary precautions mentally.

On the second last day in Thailand, after the meeting, he asked me to go to his room to amend the contract to be signed the next day. I was working on it and he offered me a drink. After awhile, i felt giddy and he noticed it. He asked me to go back and rest and we will finish up tomorrow morning. I stood up to leave and wobbled a bit. He quickly helped me and gave me a hand back to my room. He then laid me on my bed. I could hear the door close and i thought he left. I just laid there and felt very weak.

Then all of a sudden, i felt someone touching me on my inner thighs going in circles and moving upwards. I knew I had to stop it but i was really very weak and could not. He stripped me and started doing me raw. I totally got no strenght and just laid there while he did everything. I cannot say I enjoyed it but i did cum. The next day I asked him if he drugged me but he said no.

When we got back to Singapore, he gave me a pay raise and privately asked me to be his mistress. I rejected both the pay raise and the offer although I got the raise in the end. A lot of people have asked me to leave the company but it is hard to find another job that pays this well at this time. My boss have started getting more and more overbored when the 2 of us are alone, touching me here and there althought I have asked him to stop it. He is really giving me a lot of pressure at work. Troubled and I know what I should do, just that I could not bring myself to do it.

Working trip

2009-03-01T16:28:00.002+08:00

Just returned from Japan main office with my boss and a lot of people are begging me to share with them what happened, so here it is. After work, I will have my meals with my boss and his wife then they will show me around. One particular day, his wife went back to her hometown and I spend the day with my boss. We had meals as per normal and after that, he suggested we go to a club and he told me that it is very different there.

After a few drinks, I was partially drunk and he said we should leave. He then send me to my hotel room which is not far from his house. There he whispered in my ear that i was very sexy that night and he has been fantasizing about me for a long time. I don't know how to react to it and i didn't have to, he was taking all the initiative. He kissed me and his hands were all over my body. Before i knew it, he was rubbing my breasts and pussy and it was making me horny. He started stripping me and then himself. But i stopped him from trying to put his dick in, he didn't had a condom. He then made me kneel down n positioned his dick in front of my mouth. I gave him a blowjob as he requested and swallowed everything. He then made me lie down n started licking me and fingered me till i cum. He asked me to lick my cum off his fingers and then asked if I enjoyed it but I don't know how to answer him.

Now I feel very bad for what has happened. After that day, he kept hinting to me if I wanted more. I don't know how to face him or his wife at all, esp since she is so nice to me.

Very Troubled..

Crazy Month

2009-01-18T15:16:00.001+08:00

The past month has been really crazy. 1st Major event since last post was chistmas eve party with Jack. 2nd was LEAVING Jack on the exact same night. Frankly, I have found evidence of him sleeping with other girls before but I have more or less turned a blind eye to it and accepted his "reasons" but catching him walking with another girl to the toilet and entering it together while I am at the same party is the last straw. 3rd major event was New Year's Eve party, was suppossed to meet some one after that but H/P was totally flat and couldn't contact him. This year has been busy till date and I am looking forward to the CNY break. Maybe will find time to meet people during CNY. hehe...

Been over a month

2008-12-15T13:29:00.002+08:00

okok... i know a lot of you are asking for updates, but i was busy mah.
Did a lot in the past month, work related.... The economy is not good so the company is trying to tie up as many deals as we could esp those long term ones so that translate into a lot of meeting and work for me.
As for personal life, i found time to go for a cruise. Is good and i enjoyed myself a lot esp since someone paid for everything, shopping included although i never bought much. (I am not as materialistic as you think)
Went to zouk out recently also n had fun... never been so wild for a long time haha...singaporeans are getting more n more brave nowadays. Can see a lot of people at dark corners as it gets later and later into the night. Music and alcohol sure gets people lower their guard....

Feedback

2008-10-25T15:31:00.001+08:00

Hi guys, I want to have some feedback on what you guys will like to know about me or see in my blog.

My Blog

2008-10-11T12:31:00.002+08:00

I have been busy with both work and personal matters. I seen a few people to telling me to post more pics or write in more details about sex but this IS NOT a sex blog. I thank everyone for your comments and suggestions. This blog is for me to share my life and what i think not for me to report about my sex life or make guys horny that is why i stick to removing my pics and just brushing on the surface when it comes to things that are too personal. I am NOT going to tell people how i like it done to be or how someone do it to me.

Jack and Landy

2008-10-06T09:53:00.002+08:00

I am thinking of banning Jack from coming to my house. My parents have been overseas last week and he has been kind enough to bring me meals as I have no mood to go out. It was all fine until Saturday night i gave in to his wishes. Well i have not been touching myself for quite a long time nor has anyone helped me and he offered to help. But he just kept helping me that night. I dunno how he did it but he was like a Duracell bunny that kept going and going and going.... After that night, i felt that it is not right since things are so unclear now and he really do until my pussy was sore from all his licking, fingering and poking. We started at like 8pm till 2am with 1hr rest, was quite crazy, though not as crazy as the time we had overseas. I must say he has been getting better at it.

Big One AGAIN!!!!

2008-10-02T20:42:00.002+08:00

He just told me that he caught his wife-to-be doing it raw with her colleague. This was the gal who called me a slut for sleeping with guys, the same gal that refused to do with Big One till their wedding night, yet she was caught doing it with others and to top it off, they were doing it raw. Talk about the pot calling the kettle black. She is just as bad as me and the fact that she is getting married and is doing it behind his back makes her much worse than me. Big One is calling off the wedding. Now i am in a dilemma, jack is in a good position in my life now, not a bf yet but he is making his way there. (Yes, I don't consider you a bf yet. :p) But Big One is so sad and down now, i feel like being with him. Dunno who i should go to...

Jack's size

2008-10-02T13:54:00.004+08:00

My dear readers, please stop commenting on his size. It is not that small lah. I providing proof below. I will remove it in 1 week.
(pic removed)

As promised

2008-09-14T20:33:00.003+08:00

(Picture has been removed)
this post will be deleted in 1 week..

Follow up with Jack

2008-09-08T22:22:00.002+08:00

Ok, I have been spending A LOT of time with him. 1 reason is he makes me feel like a princess and dotes on me a lot. I am not talking about showering me with presents but just bringing me out and how he behaves himself and treats me. He has also been "helpful". I dunno if i love him or not but i really liked the attention and how he gives in to me.

Breaking records...(Landy has been a bad gal)

2008-08-16T17:26:00.002+08:00

Olympics is on and is the hottest news there is anywhere in this world but it is of no interest to me. The news of Big One getting married and the harassment from his wife to be left me in a very bad mood. When I was offered a free beach resort holiday, I accepted without much thinking. In fact, I just returned from a short 3 day holiday with a male friend, the one i mentioned before with a swimming pool. The only thing I told myself before going was that I am there to relax and have fun but I am not going to engage into any sexual activity.

That promise was quickly broken on the 1st night. It was romantic, I was sad and a bit drunk but I enjoyed the session. We went on to break a no. of my previous records, no. of orgasms in a day, no. of sessions in 2 days, no. of sessions in 3 days, most positions before orgasm, longest time to orgase, etc.

He even fulfilled my fantasy. It involves me, a remote controlled dildo and public places. You all go piece them together. Although I really enjoyed the 3 days, I ended up with this feeling of guilt. I have promised to stop ONS and casual sex and yet I am back into doing this. Some sessions were RAW which makes me much more guilty and worried.

I need time to calm down and get my life back together.

Big One is getting married and the bride is not me..

2008-07-20T22:39:00.002+08:00

The title speaks for itself. Yes, I and Big One have been apart for quite some time already. But I did not expect him to be married so soon and to top it off, his wife to be used his MSN to chat with me and WARN me not to get involved with him anymore. A lot of angry words were involved in our conversation and she ended with calling me a slut. My mood went from sad to angry to helpless all in an hour. still missing him and the great times we had together.,,,

Been very long

2008-07-18T01:14:00.002+08:00

yup.. i know i have not been writing for a very long time. I also know a lot of my readers out there want me to write more about my life these days. It is just that i have been super busy. Imagine working everyday till 8-9pm then go home and continue working, even though i have a 5 day work week, i sometimes (5 out of 6) got back to work on weekends ALONE in office. All this and not a word of encouragement from my boss. I would have called it quits over a year before if not for the money i am being paid. Been too busy and tired to enjoy myself, so nothing to tell the guys reading this out there about those things you want to hear. To be direct, no sex, nothing kinky for you to imagine etc. I am so tired that i don't even have time to "help myself" these days. Things that are interesting me these days are the Anwar case and the Ren Ci case. Not going to say much until some verdict is out incase i get quoted in the media. Will find time to update my blog again soon.

Edison Chen

2008-02-06T16:39:00.000+08:00

Been over 4 months since my last entry. Been following Edison Chen's story recently and i am reminded of Tammy. I think a lot of us gals are too easily taken in by the guys' sweet talk and end up taking such pics and videos with them. Did it occur to anyone what will happen if we are to break up or it gets stolen? Who suffers more? Gals should really wake up. myself included.

NO updates for awhile

2007-09-28T00:15:00.000+08:00

I know i have not been updating for a long while but i have been busy with work. Very busy and tired. I do not think i will update this anytime soon, and given that not much people read this, i may stop it entirely. If anyone noticed, i uploaded new photos.

New photo site

2007-08-25T11:57:00.000+08:00

Yahoo Photos is closing down and i was asked to move them or lose them. Well i have moved them and updated the link on the right. The question is should i post more of my photos? I decided not to post or update my photos a long time ago due to the amount of imposters out there. Should i upload and share more and put myself at risk and headaches again?

Not much action...

2007-07-12T22:51:00.000+08:00

I know a lot of people has been waiting for my next post. But frankly i got nothing much to share. Nowadays is just DIY. Too busy and tired to meet anyone. 2 things i can talk about here. 1 is I starting to miss Big One again. We have not been able to find time to even chat properly but i miss him. 2nd is this other guy who has been chatting with me. I shall call him K here. He has been trying to chat with me daily and voice chat with me even though i do not have a cam or mic. No need to make any guesses, yes, he has been trying to be naughty with me during the chats and has been trying to ask me out for fun sessions. I have never been a fan of phone sex and is very careful about giving out my no. but i admit that sometimes the noise he makes make it hard for me to control myself.

Met my ex....

2007-06-16T19:35:00.000+08:00

Well, I was a surprise that i met my ex at a pub on friday night. We never went to thatpub before so it was a surprise for us to see each other there. We spend some time talking about old times and stuff.. (NO, we have no intentions to be back together.) He had quite a no. of drinks that night and had difficulty going home. So i had to send him home. He lives in a private condo. I will skip the details but somehow the lift broke down with the 2 of us stuck inside. We were chatting while waiting for the repairman to come. I drank a bit too that night and was not in a very clear state of mind. I only remembered us kissing and him touching my pussy through my string. It felt good and he knows how to please me. (I wonder if he was really drunk.) He licked me till i cum and i did the same for him. We never went all the way in the lift and we were lucky we didn't because the repairman came soon enough. I had half a mind to continue the session in his room but somehow i didn't. When I left, i saw the security guard smiling at me and i was wondering what happened. then i realised how stupid we were. There is a CCTV in the lift!!!

No more Restraints

2007-06-12T18:18:00.000+08:00

Big One is NOT going to stop me from doing ANYTHING anymore.. at least that is what he said. Meaning no one stopping me from ONS, flirting etc. I haven't been down to doing anything yet because of how busy my work is. Nowadays it is just me and my dildos. Not surprisingly, more people have been trying to ask me out for sex. Some people are trying to seduce me online almost everytime they see me. To tell the truth, i am getting sick of some of them. It is like if i am busy doing work, they still expect me to reply them, some go to the extent of using vuglarities on me. Big One is still in contact with me but i no longer update him what i do behind his back. Hope my free weekends come real soon, because i am running out of batteries. Haha....

So LONG...

2007-05-28T00:16:00.000+08:00

Nope i am not talking about big one... I am talking about how long i never written anything. Been too busy to mett big one, too busy to come online, too busy to blog.. Its been WORK, WORK, WORK.... Ahhhhhhhh......... I want my life back.... maybe i should quit after all....

Big One again!!!

2007-05-10T20:05:00.000+08:00

After my last post, i have started getting some new fans. Well, I got bad news for my new fans out there. Big One is back in my life. Yes, he unblocked me and we are talking again. The 1st thing he did was to stop me from ONS again.. well not totally.. I can still do it with him.... in fact i am meeting him tomorrow night to do it. My relationship with him has been getting more and more complicated. He has a gf now but he is still treating me very intimately. He even promised me not to kiss his gf goodnight forever, just to kiss me. Now i am very confused again... Does he love me more than his gf or does he love doing it with me? His gf is not helping him and he is not getting to do anything with her because she is a Christian. Is what he is giving me now love or lust?

Back to my old ways

2007-04-28T10:19:00.000+08:00

I am once again getting back on my old ways. I thought i grew out of it some time ago but i guess i never really did. Yes, i am back with my wild ways. ONS if you still dun get it. It all happened last night. I was bored and could not sleep at 1am, then 1 of my net friends of a few months was chatting with me. He asked if i was interested to go to his house. He lives in a bungalow and his parents were overseas. His house looked big and nice in the picture and he offered to drive me there and back. Well he also promised to behave himself and we will not drink. (You guys know how easily i get drunk and how badly i behave when drunk.) I thought i seemed safe enough and said yes. I never really dressed up, just a tank top and a skirt (with bra and string of coz). Through out the journey, he was gentlemen enough. His house was bigger then i thought. The maid was asleep by then and instead of waking the maid, he did most of the things himself, getting water etc. We were chatting by the swimming pool and he asked if i wanted a night swim. I told him i was not prepared for it and he suggested skinny dipping. I said ok and went close to the pool. He followed beside me. As i was about to undress myself, i asked him to close his eyes. He did so. Then i pushed him into the pool and started laughing. Until i noticed him struggling in the water. Ok, i carried my joke too far so i better save him, or so i thought. Before i could help him out, he dragged me into the pool. We ended up playing in the pool since we were both drenched. After awhile i got out, and asked to use his bathroom to bathe and also i asked for something to change into. His eyes never left my body after i got out of the pool. My clothes were all sticking to my body and i know what he was trying to see, in fact it was obvious that he had a hardon. I bathed in his room, there was nothing for me to wear so he went to wash my clothes for me. I was lucky he has a dryer. But it was very funny, passing my bra and string to him. I don't know what he did to them while i bathed. After i bathed, i was in his oversized bathrobe chatting with him in his room. I knew i looked very seducing and he had a hard time controlling himself. I wanted to punish him for pulling me into the water. I moved closer to him as we chat and i slowly placed my hand on his thighs, moving closer to his sensitive area. Then i touched it. He was speechless. I slowly rub it for him then i suddenly stop and i told him that I know he need it, but i am not helping him, I will make it worse and let him suffer. Before he could react, i started again. But this time, he was prepared for it. He held my hands and pin me to the bed. He laid on top of me, his chest touching my breasts. We looked into each other's eyes and kissed. What happened next is too personal to be written here, but i really had a good time that night. I haven't had a real thing in me for more than 1 year already and i know now that i miss it.

Thank you

2007-04-22T19:33:00.000+08:00

I like to thank everyone who have given me their support and for trying to cheer me up. I really am feeling better. Big One has once again blocked me from his msn. I don't know if i should try to contact him again but i am putting the pieces of my life back in place.

Sad... very sad...

2007-04-08T19:20:00.000+08:00

It has been over a week since the news was broken to me. For all those who dunno what happened, someone i like juz told me that we should just be friends and he got someone else he like. Normally, i wun take this to heart so much but i shall explain everything here. "Big One" is a ex bf of a friend's friend. Who started becoming close after he broke up with is ex gf. I enjoyed my time with him. He kept insisting that he likes me more than his ex and wanted me to be his gf, until 1 day he said he still loves her. He then broke off contact with me for a few months and i thought it would be good for him to sort things out. Recently, he came back and he only wanted to be friends andtold me after this other gal that he liked, someone who was with him during the months that he stayed away from me. I find this very unfair. I feel played by him. When he was down, i was there for him. When he needed it, I helped him (thus the nick "big one"). now he is saying he was just confused and he never really liked me. I mean when he was enjoying himself, he never said anything like that, now there is another gal, i become what? surplus to requirements? and guess what he actually wanted me to help him virtually 4 days ago. I am sad, for myself and for him.

Coward

2007-03-20T21:04:00.000+08:00

Who is the coward that passed my msn to others then tell them not to let me know who you are? What is your intent and why are you so scared to let me know who you are?

I don't provide "special" service

2007-03-17T10:12:00.000+08:00

Recently there is someone wanting to pay me to provide him service and he quoted up to 1.5k an hour... The money is a very tempting but i am no freelancer or prostitute.

Save the Dolphins?

2007-03-17T10:07:00.000+08:00

Its' been awhile since i wrote anything here. Recently i received a mail asking me to donate and spread the word about the dolphins dying off the coast of Japan. Then i started asking myself what is so special about these dolphins that people want to save them. I came to the conclusion that people ae trying to "save" some animals because they look cute. I know a lot of you out there will be telling me that these are endangered species and all but i do not see any one or group petitioning to save some endangered bugs and insects. Is this the kind of the world we want to live in? Everyone is so fake and there is a hidden agenda in so many things we do.

Picture hosting

2007-03-05T10:44:00.000+08:00

Something is wrong with the picture hosting site i am using.. can someone recommand me some free site?

Guys and their minds!!!

2007-02-24T12:49:00.000+08:00

New post finally after 1 month +... thought of ending this but think i will give blogging 1 more chance. Was on msn late last night and a guy started asking me for help.. No, he wasn't wanting me to help him relieve him of his desires.. He wanted me to teach him how to seduce a gal and make her high. Now this is a 32 yr old man who divorced before.. and he needs a 24 yr old gal to teach him how to please a gal... Are Sg men that bad at it? I know lots of gals out there fake their orgasm to make the guy feel good or just to get it over with but for a guy to go to the extend of asking other gals how he should please a gal!! This goes to show juz how lousy guys in singapore are..

Wishlist and Photos

2007-01-11T20:28:00.000+08:00

It appears that my wishlist and photos are attracting quite some attention. Well.. i should be happy that people are reading my blog and everything else on it. I know that i look nice in my makeover pictures. (Else i would not have posted them nor spend so much money on them. ) So GUYS please stop telling me they are nice.. If that is all you have to say, i know that already.. As for items i have in my wishlist, i can wish for more of things that i have right.. But i am NOT asking anyone out there to get anything for me... Mostly are just things that i wished i had.. Probably i will save up and get them sooner or later on my own.

Blog VS MSN

2007-01-11T20:15:00.000+08:00

Hmm.... It seems that more people read my blog than i think. This brings me to the next issue.. Why is everyone so open and supportive of me and encourage me on my MSN but only 3 guys bothered to leave me a comment? Although you can choose to remain annoymanous by leaving a comment, people are reluctant to leave one. I really don't understand some of the people out there. By sending me messeges in MSN, i know who you are but i will know who you are if you leave your name in the comments too. Does that mean people want to comment and encourage me but dare not let others know? Is it a disgrace that you know me? Why else are you afraid of letting others know that you are supportive of me?

Is anyone even reading this?

2007-01-07T17:59:00.000+08:00

I know i have been writing for only awhile.. but it seems like no one is even reading this... No comments at all... Think i will lose interest and close this soon...

Strange Habits?

2007-01-06T14:32:00.000+08:00

SOMEONE has been complaining about my habits and i see nothing wrong with them. WHO said my habits are strange? Just because you don't know about other people doing it doesn't make it wrong or strange. I mean lots of gals don't wear bras at home, so whats wrong with doing it? It is not like i go around parading and showing people that i am not wearing a bra. As for the fact that i get wet easily, it is not up to me. I am born with such a body and i can do nothing about it. As for sleeping in the nude, well it is cooling isn't it and i don't do that daily? I am sure i have more supporters than people who object to what i am doing.

Photos

2007-01-06T11:28:00.000+08:00

Yes, i like to take pictures of myself.. Spent quite an amount on makeovers already. I mean all gals want to look beautiful right? So whats wrong with spending some money retaining memories of how nice i look?

My 1st Post

2007-01-02T00:26:00.000+08:00

Feeling bored.... thats' why this was started. Maybe i will follow up... maybe i will forget about it.