Thank you

I like to thank everyone who have given me their support and for trying to cheer me up. I really am feeling better. Big One has once again blocked me from his msn. I don't know if i should try to contact him again but i am putting the pieces of my life back in place.

Sad... very sad...

It has been over a week since the news was broken to me. For all those who dunno what happened, someone i like juz told me that we should just be friends and he got someone else he like. Normally, i wun take this to heart so much but i shall explain everything here. "Big One" is a ex bf of a friend's friend. Who started becoming close after he broke up with is ex gf. I enjoyed my time with him. He kept insisting that he likes me more than his ex and wanted me to be his gf, until 1 day he said he still loves her. He then broke off contact with me for a few months and i thought it would be good for him to sort things out. Recently, he came back and he only wanted to be friends andtold me after this other gal that he liked, someone who was with him during the months that he stayed away from me. I find this very unfair. I feel played by him. When he was down, i was there for him. When he needed it, I helped him (thus the nick "big one"). now he is saying he was just confused and he never really liked me. I mean when he was enjoying himself, he never said anything like that, now there is another gal, i become what? surplus to requirements? and guess what he actually wanted me to help him virtually 4 days ago. I am sad, for myself and for him.

Coward

Who is the coward that passed my msn to others then tell them not to let me know who you are? What is your intent and why are you so scared to let me know who you are?

I don't provide "special" service

Recently there is someone wanting to pay me to provide him service and he quoted up to 1.5k an hour... The money is a very tempting but i am no freelancer or prostitute.

Save the Dolphins?

Its' been awhile since i wrote anything here. Recently i received a mail asking me to donate and spread the word about the dolphins dying off the coast of Japan. Then i started asking myself what is so special about these dolphins that people want to save them. I came to the conclusion that people ae trying to "save" some animals because they look cute. I know a lot of you out there will be telling me that these are endangered species and all but i do not see any one or group petitioning to save some endangered bugs and insects. Is this the kind of the world we want to live in? Everyone is so fake and there is a hidden agenda in so many things we do.

Picture hosting

Something is wrong with the picture hosting site i am using.. can someone recommand me some free site?

Guys and their minds!!!

New post finally after 1 month +... thought of ending this but think i will give blogging 1 more chance. Was on msn late last night and a guy started asking me for help.. No, he wasn't wanting me to help him relieve him of his desires.. He wanted me to teach him how to seduce a gal and make her high. Now this is a 32 yr old man who divorced before.. and he needs a 24 yr old gal to teach him how to please a gal... Are Sg men that bad at it? I know lots of gals out there fake their orgasm to make the guy feel good or just to get it over with but for a guy to go to the extend of asking other gals how he should please a gal!! This goes to show juz how lousy guys in singapore are..