Big One is getting married and the bride is not me..

The title speaks for itself. Yes, I and Big One have been apart for quite some time already. But I did not expect him to be married so soon and to top it off, his wife to be used his MSN to chat with me and WARN me not to get involved with him anymore. A lot of angry words were involved in our conversation and she ended with calling me a slut. My mood went from sad to angry to helpless all in an hour. still missing him and the great times we had together.,,,

Been very long

yup.. i know i have not been writing for a very long time. I also know a lot of my readers out there want me to write more about my life these days. It is just that i have been super busy. Imagine working everyday till 8-9pm then go home and continue working, even though i have a 5 day work week, i sometimes (5 out of 6) got back to work on weekends ALONE in office. All this and not a word of encouragement from my boss. I would have called it quits over a year before if not for the money i am being paid. Been too busy and tired to enjoy myself, so nothing to tell the guys reading this out there about those things you want to hear. To be direct, no sex, nothing kinky for you to imagine etc. I am so tired that i don't even have time to "help myself" these days. Things that are interesting me these days are the Anwar case and the Ren Ci case. Not going to say much until some verdict is out incase i get quoted in the media. Will find time to update my blog again soon.

Edison Chen

Been over 4 months since my last entry. Been following Edison Chen's story recently and i am reminded of Tammy. I think a lot of us gals are too easily taken in by the guys' sweet talk and end up taking such pics and videos with them. Did it occur to anyone what will happen if we are to break up or it gets stolen? Who suffers more? Gals should really wake up. myself included.

NO updates for awhile

I know i have not been updating for a long while but i have been busy with work. Very busy and tired. I do not think i will update this anytime soon, and given that not much people read this, i may stop it entirely. If anyone noticed, i uploaded new photos.

New photo site

Yahoo Photos is closing down and i was asked to move them or lose them. Well i have moved them and updated the link on the right. The question is should i post more of my photos? I decided not to post or update my photos a long time ago due to the amount of imposters out there. Should i upload and share more and put myself at risk and headaches again?

Not much action...

I know a lot of people has been waiting for my next post. But frankly i got nothing much to share. Nowadays is just DIY. Too busy and tired to meet anyone. 2 things i can talk about here. 1 is I starting to miss Big One again. We have not been able to find time to even chat properly but i miss him. 2nd is this other guy who has been chatting with me. I shall call him K here. He has been trying to chat with me daily and voice chat with me even though i do not have a cam or mic. No need to make any guesses, yes, he has been trying to be naughty with me during the chats and has been trying to ask me out for fun sessions. I have never been a fan of phone sex and is very careful about giving out my no. but i admit that sometimes the noise he makes make it hard for me to control myself.

Met my ex....

Well, I was a surprise that i met my ex at a pub on friday night. We never went to thatpub before so it was a surprise for us to see each other there. We spend some time talking about old times and stuff.. (NO, we have no intentions to be back together.) He had quite a no. of drinks that night and had difficulty going home. So i had to send him home. He lives in a private condo. I will skip the details but somehow the lift broke down with the 2 of us stuck inside. We were chatting while waiting for the repairman to come. I drank a bit too that night and was not in a very clear state of mind. I only remembered us kissing and him touching my pussy through my string. It felt good and he knows how to please me. (I wonder if he was really drunk.) He licked me till i cum and i did the same for him. We never went all the way in the lift and we were lucky we didn't because the repairman came soon enough. I had half a mind to continue the session in his room but somehow i didn't. When I left, i saw the security guard smiling at me and i was wondering what happened. then i realised how stupid we were. There is a CCTV in the lift!!!