Sunday, May 31, 2009

misc updates

Been awhile since the last update. Currently, i am still on the old job. Boss have not managed to do much other then tease me once awhile. Earlier i went to delete some of my pics in flickr and i realised i got a lot of pics there not shown due to the 200 photos limit. So now you all can go see some of my older photos if you want to.

Been feeling that I am really stupid. I met Jack while clubbing last week and I ended up at his house and only left the next morning at 9+am. No prizes for guessing what we did. It has been a while since a guy made me feel so good and i really enjoyed the sessions. Last night, i met him at the same club again. He told me that he came deliberately to look for me and he missed having sex with me. So we did it again.

Went to beach at sentosa but couldn't find a place then he drove me to east coast. We managed to see 1-2 vibrating cars but we sat at the beach to chat and when he asked for it, I did not answer him. When he made advances, I did not stop him and it happened. The night did not stop there, we had it once more at the beach followed by his car then doing it at my carpark. It felt great as usual but after everything I feel very stupid. While I was with him, his Hp rang a few times, girls were calling him and guess what he said, "Not free, I am fucking a better girl now.". I felt proud when i hear that but after awhile i feel stupid that I am still doing with him after knowing he sleeps around so much.

Stupid Stupid me should learn to control my addiction.

46 comments:

Silverice Adrian said...

It is not a matter of stupid or not. As long as you are happy, that is more important.

Anonymous said...

Well, you already know you are stupid but you keep doing it.
What more can others say?
You control your own life.

Jack said...

Well, u should know how tempting you are. I especially love your BJs, the way you moan and how your pussy reacts to my tongue and fingers. You really are the best girl I have ever fucked.

Amy(LamBi)Ne said...

Landy,

My motto is 'I fuck on my own terms.'

Put me on your reading list?

Kisses
-Hot Wife Amy

human-communications said...

it's just you and you control your own world, your own fantasies, and your own desires..

guess maybe you're just enjoying your desires so much?

Mr. e[N]gine

Anonymous said...

From a guy's point of view, we've got nothing to lose sleeping with a beauty like you. That said, I think guys like Jack enjoy taking advantage of the situation. He gets his fucks while there's zero opportunity cost.

Anonymous said...

stupid bitch...your ridiculous behavoiur shows you're really silly. andthe choice of men that you go to...you say you don't want anymore, but still you do it.
silly girl...

acid said...

Nobody can say u r right or u're wrong. Only you yourself know what you want. In your mind you deny the fact and hate your present self. But somewhere deep in your is saying a different thing. So i guess it mind over body which in your case your darker thought desirer more and thus have control over you. So it depend whether you like being the dark angel or holy one. And must i say Jack is lucky bastard.

HK said...

Have been waiting for your updates since the last.
Seems like you've been having lots of fun having sex.
Really would like to try out with you frankly. :)

Anonymous said...

Why feeling stupid? You felt happy so keep fucking with the guys!

human-communications said...

maybe you can consider a new choice around your area..

*winks*

haa..

Victor Tan said...

Hey ah girl! Do it with someone u love. And better still, with someone who really love u. And then u can play as much as u like, and not feel stupid.
Hey, cheer up! This one is 4u.
Cheer up! ...this 1 is 4myself. U broke my heart 4 being naughty yet again.

Anonymous said...

Having sex with a stranger is one thing.. publishing it is another.. Nonetheless.. I enjoy reading.. so keep writing..

Thank you!!

Anonymous said...

Thanks for sharing.. I enjoy reading your blog.. hence.. keep writing.. Life is short.. enjoy while it last!!!

Anonymous said...

Its not stupid of you over all to say. Its you yourself, inner soul wants it for sexual sex and desire needs of sex drive. Plus you already took "drinks" as club which is your out most weakness point, which make you want to turn on as you use to it already that is in your mind hiden area of life. Because you have strong desire of outdoor and indoor sex drive which makes you want more as i think reading from your blog "JACK" Fuck you the best, also he already comment you are "Especially good at BJ" (Good BJ give the guys drive to exteam wants to perform in sex duration also last longer depends how extrem bj you giving, to classify yours base on reading A grade score for you)
Oh the other hand, Dont blame yourself Landy's, its you who can control your life of your sex drive and no one can stops you. Like in your older post of controlling your "ONS" But over all i think you might have improve alot in less "ONS" So its a great improvement, plus credit to you. After all you know jack for quiet long already. ( He is more like your best Fuck Buddy in your mind set listing which you might not know sub conciously )
Cheer Up ok, after all what done can not be undone, you also have your sexual desire & you did enjoy it alot during that secession. Wait until you have get yourself really attach and really have the mind set of settle down then you might have less problem with this type of things happens again.
Be true to your heart and remember ladies and gentlement in the world everyone have it out most sex drive & desire is see how you want to control it, how you want it to max its happening & also how you list things out of your world.
(simple to make a refer of a person grayng he is also blame himself out most which i did email to him as to tell him he not wrong) no one in this world can say it right or wrong its only you yourself know it. Nothing or less from other point of view there is good & bad but just becareful and safety is the out most important things. Cheers

sign: devilofalldevil@live.com

Anonymous said...

Your current Lifestyle is it really what you wants?
Is this what u going to be For long terms?

Anonymous said...

Hi, if those pics you put up are really you, then how would you like to be fucked by a guy who is equally hot-looking? Give me permission to add you to MSN...then I promise you...I'll blow your mind with my licks and my dick...

Anonymous said...

that fucking jack is such a fucking lucky guy.

ZHIWEI said...

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Anonymous said...

You should start a business for this service. Or think about joining the porn industry. There you can fuck all day and night and you get paid as well! Best of both worlds!!!

dark snow said...

maybe your are stupid, but who cares?

you had it, enjoyed it, that is most important right?

or you wont be the you that you knew...

Forester XT said...

Hey..what car does Jack drives?? I think my car is bigger :)

sootongs said...

Lolz to each their own but do get tested for HIV or STDs...you wanna have fun great...dun go spreading the stuff to others...

sootongs said...

to each their own...just be sure ya HIV and STD free else just buy a vibrator or cucumber...

Amy(LamBi)Ne said...

Landy,

How's it going? Are things alright at work? I just want to let you know if you need any support, I'm here for you. I had similar situations myself.

Bad bosses are all alike and they won't give up. Especially after they have had you a few times they will always come back for more. You must hang in tough.

In this current post you reported that you went out with guys you didn't think you should and further more you let them do you RAW.

This is an indication of frustration with your boss. Something bad must have happened and you're not telling. And out of frustration, you punished yourself by allowing men to abuse you.

I don't think you did it RAW because you liked it that way at the moment. You did it to punish yourself for not being able to control the situation.

Landy, please stop blaming yourself. I have done that to myself in a very similar situation. It is NOT your fault what your boss is doing to you.

Landy, what do you say you and I cross post our bad experiences with our bad bosses? I'll post your story on my site and vice versa. We both need to let it all out.

One more thing, on the lighter side. I would like to invite you to join me for a MMFMMFMM gangbang? I would arrange for six of my best FuckingBuddies so we can have a good time and relax. My FBs are all clean - certified with blood test results from MY doctor. So we can do RAW safely.

If you agree, send me email so to arrange for details.

Kisses,
-Hot Wife Amy

ps: You're so pretty! Oh, I'm not bi.

SG said...

if your lonely, call me... 83835573

aqcmme said...

good thing you already know its an addiction. That's only going to mean 2 things - 1) you are going to continue to fall short of controlling your weakness and 2) until you seek help you shall fail.

we only walk this way once, it's your call, really.

King said...

U can always use www.friendster.com
or www.facebook.com to upload your photos. treat it as a online storeroom to keep all those precious memories or even set to private mode so others cannot view them.

A gd way to keep memories if in the event of computer crash. ^^

Anonymous said...

How can i get to know you? you are gorgeous from the makeover pics i saw on ur flicker.

wayst1019 said...

SG is heaven ~ MALAYSIA is seperated from SG by only a bridge ~ y is it differ so much ~ stupid MALAY ~
Don care wat it is ~ enjoy ur life ~ we hv how many 10 years ~ vital 1 is live happily ~
:)

Calvin said...

Well your just enjoying yourself and jack probably hit the jackpot when he met you. But even so, you should always get to know your partner first even if its a ONS or even after that if he still wants to sleep with you more.

Theres nothing to feel stupid about. the choice was made. Whats done is done.

Anyway if your looking for someone to chat with over msn feel free to nudge me at calvinyio@hotmail.com
love meeting new friends and discussing about anything.

The Flirt said...

Any updates soon? :D

Anonymous said...

You're cheaper than a slut, cuz you do it for free :)

Don't feel guilty. Enjoy life while you can.

Anonymous said...

Oh my god, you are one hot girl!

Anonymous said...

A very interesting blog you have here. Looking forward to your update..

Yao said...

now u became that kind of personal assistant!

Jack said...

Why blame yourself? Instead of trying to fight, accept yourself for who you are.

Mylia said...

I feel for you. I get those kinda feelings in the past too when I can't find a "Stable partner" aka BF not just an FB.

So the solution: get a BF by the means of knowing the guy but not showing your sexual powers or hint anything.. purely start of as friends and do something of same interest (non-sexual) maybe sports or something like that. I believe you have the ability to attract guys. Just make sure, dont start off on the wrong side (meaning sex-first, friends later) that hardly work.

Personally I love sex too and must have it at least twice a wk. But do it with someone who loves you emotionally and as a whole being, not just sexually. (So you can say I'm addicted too)

I hope my comment help u break away from your addiction with the wrong type of guys.

xoxo,
orgasmic-entity
.blogspot.com

Harald said...

Everyone searches for love. We all have a limited time here and then we're gone. Don't give your self away to just anyone. Finding someone who cares is done when breaking the habbits. Meet people in new places for new reasons, focus on other things, look for a new job, even if it doesn't pay that well. All the stuff in you, all your gifts and talents are there for a reason. You were made precious and it cannot be taken from you. But your feelings can be broken and your life spent on nothing. Taking the next step starts with looking your self in the mirror every day and acknowledging with a smile to your self that you are valuable, well worth of taking good care of and have great things ahead in your future. Then things will start to change. It's a long road, but it's well worth it.

alex said...

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TK said...

it's good to snap out of it.. reality.. it never happens.. "ALMOST EVERYTHING".. that I agree.. EVERYTHING.. definitely a LIE!!

So maybe ask to have his dick cut off.. that will be something..

Best regards,

Stand taking a piss..

needahotbreak said...

I think it is what you are happy with that counts. Just don't expect too much out of this relationship except the physical part, and make sure you protect yourself.

Anonymous said...

Hi Landy,

i guess you are probably lost and confused. I seen all you photos, what can I say? You are such a beauty. Naturally many guys would like to take advantage of you.

From your blog, you seems to enjoy sex a lot regardless he is a stranger or not. Blame it on globalisation, I guess. haa haa.

Joke aside. I guess there is nothing wrong of what you are doing(since you are single and available) so long you take care of yourself and the necessary precaution.

In order for you to stay away from all these activities (provided you love it) find yourself a good guy and stay faithful. Believe me, you will enjoy a very happy sexual relationship and family life.

I like some of your dress in your photos and would like to buy them. Appreciate it if you could enlighten me where you bought them and the price. Hope you are kind enough to send the details to adam_sand17@yahoo.com.sg

Wish you all the best and may god blessed you with a good husband who doted you.

Adam Sand

K said...

Morally, Education and the Uprights makes you feel stupid sleeping around with people that fools around. But Sensationally, how do you resist something you really like? We ain't saint, we're just moral. For me, I've never tried before, but i masturbate a lot. Cause to my girl it ain't something right and she doesn't want it. Technically i respect her decision and control myself, but personally i really wish she could give in.
Addiction can be control. The point is do you really want to? Cause if you do. Why meet up in the 1st place, the time is wrong, you know it's wrong. There's nothing quite absolute right or wrong

Anonymous said...

u r such a beauty that is why men sin

Wilfred said...

I think u need to control on you sex drive... might need to go and see a specialist on it...

Enjoy sex is no problem but addict is a problem... :(

Anyway hope to keep in touch with u!

email: chaoswarrior12@gmail.com